I was looking through an old writing book i have the other day. I came across a poem i wrote when we were TTC. I am a very big poem writer and often use it to express how i am feeling. I have so many poems written everywhere. Its interesting to look back on the feelings that i was having at that time and see how my life is so different now that we finally have our little baby with us. Here is the poem that i found.
The heart bleeds, the heart cries
You feel like your empty inside
Every moment you make a simple wish
Just once will it come true
As each day passes a little hope dies
Why can’t I hide from everything inside
In the distance you see a glimpse of hope
As time flies by it all fades to dust
Only time will tell, when the dream is sold
Filling books with my tears and words
It’s all the same stuff
My journey, my hurts
The life that I have lived
The years that have passed
It’s only a short time the heart can last.